awesome week

my past few weeks were awesome.
for one, i got my paycheck 2 weeks ago..
i got 200 bucks for my ippt silver.. (far cry from last year)
i got my birthday presents..
went for a wonderful church camp.. celelbrated my bdae with my church pple.. celebrated my birthday in singapore before i went for church camp with my family..
got so many b'dae wishes on face book...
my dad gave me money to learn driving...
i'm going to get my seba skates this fri..
things are looking great.. never been better! :)

Just came back from malaysia with my fam .. yesterday..
and well.. God is certainly moving in my family..
my mom's really being touched by God and is infecting my dad and my aunt in m'sia..
funny thing is.. sometimes i feel uncomfortable and even .. wary.. and i guess that should be normal.. because suddenly what i'm reading about in books, i'm seeing happening slowly in my family..

i passed my driving theory.. :) hooray! started studying 1 week b4.. :) and i was the 5th fastest guy to get out of the exam room. !:) LOL i take pride in these kinda stuff.. :) yeah..

life is looking good.

i'm contented and blessed. :)

and all i can do now.. is uplift everyone of these blessing to God. cuz he's my provider..
i've hardly done anything to earn so much of these blessings.. and i'm thankful. so thankful :) :>

God cares. so much that you can't ignore him.

My dad's probably feeling that too :)

i went to church in malaysia for the first time with my mom and dad.. .. and it was one of the most special feelings.. to have my parents sitting and listening to what was spoken on the pulpit..
in my heart.. i kept telling myself.. to keep these memories in my heart.. treasure and savour everyone of these moments.. that i got to spend with my loving parents..
love them sooo very much..

Eve.. of course i didn't forget you too ... i miss you so much..
miss touching your hand.. miss argueing with u.. miss hanging out and slacking and eating.. and feeling like lazy pigs.. miss your kisses. :>
there isn't anyone i'd rather be with than with u :) love u

beatboxing..

finally.. i have something decent to blog about that is to me enthralling.
BEAT BOXING>. it started with some random beatbox video that i decided to watch for fun..
it started with ROxOrloops... who won the belgium beatboxing championships because he could do an echo.. if ure wondering what that is.. Dig THis VIDEO DAWG! (sorry.. just had to type that out for my own amusement)

aweSOME!..
and u know.. the thing that really got me hooked for a while watching the beatboxers is the fact that singapore also has a beatboxer who is recognized world wide for his beatboxing technique.. .. This guy called darhni.. MAXIMUM RESPECT!

THIS BLOG HAS MOVED

i had no choice but to change this blog web address for primarily one reason.
i've stopped being sentimental about my old blog..
and i cannOT POST PICTURES USING PICASA IN THIS BLOG ANYMORE BECAUSE I"VE EXCEEDED MY QUOTA! :( BOO BOO BOO:(:(:(:(

anyways. here's the new blog address. DO POP BY! :) nyeheh :>:>

http://richardyewrulz.blogspot.com/

there is a fire in my heart.
set in place .
it burns.
it burns.

it needs to be quenched.
only Jesus.
only Jesus.
the heart feels burdened.
i feel unaware of what others think about what i do more.
Nor do i really care.

it makes me feel embarassed at times.
but i don't feel that embarassed too.

My heart .
It aches.
it throbs.

for something more than just a normal life.

i look around me.. and i see meaninglessness in the things of the world.
ultimately moth and rust will destroy. So what if u were famous? so what if u are successful as an architect? so what if you were intelligent? so what if you are rich?
Can anyone escape death?

What matters at the end of the day.. is having eternity set in our hearts.
don't u have the nagging feeling in your heart that your bests efforts are never and never will be good enough to earn you the right to be perfect. The mini skirmishes in our lives.. the little feel good moments.. the times where we get good grades.. or perform well in sports.. why does it seem like just another cycle of activities that occupy our time?

more..
in our hearts are placed thoughts of greatness. thoughts that there is someone greater than our situation. someone who exists who loves us.just the way we are. sinful. thoughtless. selfish. lustful. angry. slothful, prideful.

Jesus.

If the world needs an answer for anything. Jesus is it.

In the ZZZZ Zone

i'm in studio.. wondering why i'm in studio instead of going home to sleep. i feellike sleeping now.

my minds dead.
can't think of anything else.
my brain's exhausted.
can't b bothered to think of anything else.
been reading John Sung.
The Billy Graham of China.
someone u don't expect to be a pastor..
more like a hooligan.. but still God used him..

i'm gona sleep.
BUT.juswana say..
nights! :)

i can't explain why..
but i'm feeling kinda.. agitated.
been really... on the edge of my seat...
feeling weird, awkward..
i felt so angry...
particularly at the bus driver at the marina barrage.
what a wimp.
aparrantly it wasn't such a big deal actually..
what happened was that we were at marina barrage waiting for the shuttle bus.. and its super slow... so waiting in the rain.. and finally the small shuttle bus came.. so like.. all of us arki pple who went for the field trip boarded the bus.. thing was all of us could squeeze in.. but the uncle was like.. no standing.. . and like.. everyone had to get down..
i simply was so irritated he didn't let all of us get on.

yeah..
now that i think about it.. he was just doing his job..
but i was so pissed about it yesterday.

and i find it weird..
cuz normally i wouldn't get so worked up..
so something's up with me..
but what.?

i need to lean on God for understanding.