clueless

its 830am on a friday morning.
i'm sitting in front of the computer.
and i don't know what to do.
i feel i ought to be doing something useful.
alas...alas...
time is precious.
my heart kinda is running to and fro.
wondering what i shall devote my attention to.
i cant sleep again.
our hours are so limited.
but still i guess most of the time,
the excuse of 'i don't have time' seldom holds.
its just whether we really want to do something.
or not.

do we have the guts to stick to what we want to do?..
or do we have the discipline?.

personally. i lack discipline..
but lately.. this voice in me keeps keeping me in check.
and i've been slowly trying to avoid ignoring it.

i read that life's biggest mistakes are often what makes us wiser.