there is a fire in my heart.
set in place .
it burns.
it burns.

it needs to be quenched.
only Jesus.
only Jesus.
the heart feels burdened.
i feel unaware of what others think about what i do more.
Nor do i really care.

it makes me feel embarassed at times.
but i don't feel that embarassed too.

My heart .
It aches.
it throbs.

for something more than just a normal life.

i look around me.. and i see meaninglessness in the things of the world.
ultimately moth and rust will destroy. So what if u were famous? so what if u are successful as an architect? so what if you were intelligent? so what if you are rich?
Can anyone escape death?

What matters at the end of the day.. is having eternity set in our hearts.
don't u have the nagging feeling in your heart that your bests efforts are never and never will be good enough to earn you the right to be perfect. The mini skirmishes in our lives.. the little feel good moments.. the times where we get good grades.. or perform well in sports.. why does it seem like just another cycle of activities that occupy our time?

more..
in our hearts are placed thoughts of greatness. thoughts that there is someone greater than our situation. someone who exists who loves us.just the way we are. sinful. thoughtless. selfish. lustful. angry. slothful, prideful.

Jesus.

If the world needs an answer for anything. Jesus is it.